weekend realizations

i can, indeed, run farther than ever before, 7.5 miles to be exact

i'm angry a lot of the time, and it makes me tired

i don't know what i'm really angry about, or why it's there. things i can't accept? tired of struggling financially? nothing is very clear, except the simmering anger

being angry is bad for me and my family, and needs to go away

running makes me tired, in a way that makes me feel i've earned something

my husband can indeed get tired of my anger, and hang up on me

i miss 'dressing up' for meeting

i feel perpetually caught between wanting to enjoy my kids and the pressure to make money